Monday reflections

I live in a male world. If you think of a matrix with male names being on one grid and various activities being on the other then my life now is pretty much about putting ticks in the cells of the matrix. Dinner with one, coffee with another, conversation with someone else, sms flirting with whoever else. Not even mentioning my male-dominated apartment where this male dominance grows day by day. Different kinds of guys - from convinced friends to please-do-not-be-so-explicit. Let me never become cynical about the amount of all this attention, neither too naïve about its nature.

AND still no single one to share all those activities with....

As for girls....Anya is the only female my life here, however ambiguous it sounds, he-he… But it’s with her we discuss weird (and nice too) men around, hugging each other, murmuring (yes, about guys again) and holding each other before falling asleep (we share a huge bed in this curtain room), taking busses and bargaining.

Moving into a seemingly girls’ flat (with 2-4 other girls) – would it be quite a change. This week...